On second thought I thought you might misinterpret that reply. Doing something, only out of conviction would be very draining, if that was the only reason I did it. I really do enjoy giving. It really is stimulating and recharging for me. I really do watch people and try to find ways to show kindness. I really do try to get to know people so I can better pray for them. The get to know them part can be hard for me, and take a long time, but there are great rewards for my effort. Think I told you once, that I consider myself to be a hopeless encourager. I may not be like you in this.