*sigh*

So seriously, you'd think after two years I could stand to be away from him for a few weeks. What's my problem?

I'm so anxious and nervous about the wedding. Usually when I'm anxious I lean over and put my cheek against his arm. I know that whatever happens he loves me, and that's all that matters. I keep my cheek against his arm and fall back to sleep, feeling warm and at peace. No matter what, he'll be there...

And now I'm anxious and nervous about the wedding, about the honeymoon, about law school, about the books I still need to order, about the tux that hasn't been ordered yet...

I can't sleep. And there's no warm arm to place my cheek against. No peace in my heart knowing he's right there and whatever happens, he loves me, and I don't have to worry. So the best I can do is send him my love in my heart and hope he hears the whisper in his.