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smile_n_cuddle) wrote2004-10-10 07:00 pm
smile_n_cuddle) wrote2004-10-10 07:00 pm
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A tear falls down my cheek
A thousand memories within
If this is homesickness
What is death?
My heart feels numb
I stare blankly at the wall
Lose myself in the numbness
Until the headache subsides.
Damn I hate Sundays. James dropped me off a few hours ago. This time I brought Titus with me. We decided maybe he'd help with the loneliness. James is looking for a job down here now. *Smiles weakly* I hope he finds one soon! I'm so, so homesick I can't stop crying. I hate it here without him. Maybe the problem is that I know I'm loved so much that it's hard to be away from that love. I keep wondering how on earth I was single before -- and how on earth I actually enjoyed it! :-(
Yikes I'm a sap! DAMMIT! I wish this weren't so tough. At first, when I was moving down here, I thought it might be fun to play living alone again. :-) Nobody to have an opinion about anything... Do what I want... Nope. I hate it.
A thousand memories within
If this is homesickness
What is death?
My heart feels numb
I stare blankly at the wall
Lose myself in the numbness
Until the headache subsides.
Damn I hate Sundays. James dropped me off a few hours ago. This time I brought Titus with me. We decided maybe he'd help with the loneliness. James is looking for a job down here now. *Smiles weakly* I hope he finds one soon! I'm so, so homesick I can't stop crying. I hate it here without him. Maybe the problem is that I know I'm loved so much that it's hard to be away from that love. I keep wondering how on earth I was single before -- and how on earth I actually enjoyed it! :-(
Yikes I'm a sap! DAMMIT! I wish this weren't so tough. At first, when I was moving down here, I thought it might be fun to play living alone again. :-) Nobody to have an opinion about anything... Do what I want... Nope. I hate it.
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