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[smile_n_cuddle]

A tear falls down my cheek
A thousand memories within
If this is homesickness
What is death?

My heart feels numb
I stare blankly at the wall
Lose myself in the numbness
Until the headache subsides.

Damn I hate Sundays. James dropped me off a few hours ago. This time I brought Titus with me. We decided maybe he'd help with the loneliness. James is looking for a job down here now. *Smiles weakly* I hope he finds one soon! I'm so, so homesick I can't stop crying. I hate it here without him. Maybe the problem is that I know I'm loved so much that it's hard to be away from that love. I keep wondering how on earth I was single before -- and how on earth I actually enjoyed it! :-(

Yikes I'm a sap! DAMMIT! I wish this weren't so tough. At first, when I was moving down here, I thought it might be fun to play living alone again. :-) Nobody to have an opinion about anything... Do what I want... Nope. I hate it.

Comments

[metamorpha666.livejournal.com]

You are missing your honey :0( I'm sorry you are feeling so down
I love you!

[bjs-lj.livejournal.com]

I am sorry that you struggling with the lonliness. I thought perhaps you would be so busy with yur studies you wouldn't have time to be lonely. At least you can call him if it gets too bad! :-)